Minnesota Hell

It was my older sister's birthday last October 16th. I didn't forget it, I just couldn't find a card at Target that said, "Happy birthday to my lying, back-stabbing, greedy, bitch of a sister!" Get on that shit, Hallmark.

I remember back when I was a believer in the bullshit that was fed to me by Rev. Mark Dean, youth pastor at the 1st Assembly of God church in Hibbing, MN. My brother died earlier in the year, so I was perfect to pump bullshit into my 14 year old brain and believe it. I stopped listening to evil "secular" music. Yes, supposedly any music that wasn't busy saying how great god and Jesus were was just pure EVIL! Then I started hanging around Tom Taylor, his brother Brian, Dusty Sydow, and Elwood (Buck) Craig. They convinced me that there was nothing wrong with regular music and Pastor Mark was just full of shit. Well, then came a time where some kids were going to Panama to do some "witnessing" to the people down there. I asked if I could go, and what did Pastor Mark Dean tell me? "You can't go because you listen to rock music!" I told Tom Taylor what he said to me and Tom said, "I'm going to Panama, and if you tell him that I listen t...

There was a girl who went to UMD who claimed to be a feminist. As an art major, each student has to put together a senior art exhibit. I felt that her show was god awful... because it was! Without going into specifics about how her drawings were similar to my drawings from kindergarten, some friends of hers were walking around with a video camera and asking people, "So, what do you think of the show?" I said, "I could draw better with a pencil shoved up my ass." Needless to say, after that, we never talked again. Fine by me. If someone said that about one of my drawings, I would want to know why they felt that way, was my drawing really as horrible as they said it was, or were they just saying that to get me all worked up and pissed off? For the record, I had nothing against this girl and I truly thought that the drawing was ridiculous and that she was doing a great disservice to UMD by hanging that picture on the wall which would be saying, "...

April 25, 2012 It would have been my brother's 43rd birthday if my then stepbrother, JEFFREY HIETALA , had not picked up a .22 rifle that was negligently left in the garage of ELSIE and SAM BONELLI , LOADED and LEANING AGAINST THE WALL , and shot my brother in the back of his head, KILLING him. Nothing was ever done to JEFFREY HIETALA , so if anyone is in the Tuscon, AZ area, watch your backs, because there is a killer who got away with murder roaming the streets! I remember awhile back that there was a little girl from Chisholm, MN that disappeared. If I were the police, the first thing I would have done is to see if there was anybody living in the area who had killed someone before. No wait... Killed someone before and never even got a slap on the wrist for murdering them. I mean, JEFFREY HIETALA seems to have all of the traits of how serial killers became serial killers. At least that is what I was thinking when I read the book, " The   Killer Book of...

I was thinking of watching a flick... When I got a phone call from Rick... He said, "I think I am BI!" "Because I gave it a try!" "Because found out I love sucking dick!" If anyone can make it any better, let me know.

If you do me a favor, I will return a greater favor to you but if you hurt me, I will not offer the other cheek... If you insult me, I will punch you... If you punch me,  I will break your arm... If you break my arm, I will break your leg... and if you break my leg,  I will put you in a coffin.

People who try to make themselves sound more important than they really are. For instance, when I told my "father", Ralph Lester, that I was going to be getting a second college degree, he says with a pompous attitude, "Well, I have a college degree!" He does not. He just wanted to try to elevate himself to my intellect. Or people who think that they are the shit because they have children. Or even because they had twins. Guess what? Unless you are barren, ANY woman can make a baby! You are no better if you have 1, 2, or 8 kids than anyone else. Get over it! People who say "WARSH" instead of "WASH". "I am going to Warshington DC." "I am going to warsh my shirt." How annoying and completely obvious that you are uneducated. And thanks to my idiot, high school dropout, someone who created children that pollute the gene-pool, who's son picked up a .22, shot my brother in the back of his head and killed...

Not that I, all of a sudden, decided that anyone and everyone can take advantage of me, steal my shit, borrow my stuff, destroy it, then say, "Hey, it just wore out!" No. I am still here. I just have been kind of busy that past couple of months, that's all. So, Rick, Ralph, the Dick's, etc... You are still in my head, so plan on being exposed a bit more on here. Or restitution. Compensation of what you have stolen from me, destroyed of mine, or told bold faced lies in court against me. Pay me back EVERYTHING that you have taken from me, and I will discontinue this blog. Until then, if you have stolen my items because you think that you will make a shit-load of money by selling them, go fuck yourself.  If you have borrowed things from me, destroyed them, whined until I bought you something, telling me that you would pay me back but as soon as you finally got a piece of shit job and I ask for what I owe you, you decided not to pay me what you owe? Go...